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The Countess


by Alexis Puffer


I blushed just then as I wrote that word. I glanced furtively over my desk towards that one dear woman whom it was my privileged happiness to feed and clothe, and turned abashed from the reproachful spectacle of the little stockings and shoes upon the hearth. Heed me not, wife! Spin and weave. O thou pensive Arachne, while I still unravel this tangled web of my past life and count its lost and useless stitches. Sleep on. O Adolphus, my latest born, nor move restlessly in thy slumbers. Better the pangs of colic than the stings of remorse. Haply mayst though never know the day when Godfrey’s cordial shall no longer bring balm to thy spirit and paregoric cease to sooth thy repose.

 

It was twenty years ago this night. I was returning from boarding school. I was sixteen and shy. I had that usual tendency of young bipeds to run to legs and neck and bill. My form was gotten up with distinct reference to my retiring disposition—so economic were its principles that I slipped almost noiselessly through the crowded cars of the H. R. R. Road and slid into a seat beside a portly man with whiskers. There was a lady in the seat opposite me. There is one in this story. They are identical.

 

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